An interesting thing about stress, especially self-imposed stress. I desperately wanted to get a new novel finished by Pikes Peak Writers Conference , so I'd have something fresh to pitch to the various agents/editors in attendance. To pull this off, I'd have to write about 1200 words a day, every day for almost 3 months. That's almost NaNoWriMo pace. Yeah. I could probably pull it off, but the stress of writing quality words at that speed for that length of time stressed me out to the point that I couldn't write at all. I'd open the document and just stare at what I'd written so far and just blank out. I'd psyched myself out. Stupid brain. About a month ago, I decided to pass on that opportunity and just attend PPWC to enjoy it and learn and network and such. Stress gone. Almost immediately gone, to be honest. A few days after this decision, I managed to write several thousand words in a single sitting on this work-in-progress. Since then, I've managed about 10,000 words on the novel. Since I'll be attending the Ghost Town Writers Retreat in August, there's another opportunity for me to meet some agents. I've decided to set August as my goal for finishing this fresh novel. Scrivener tells me that I need to do about 680 words a day, every day, until then to get things done. I don't write every single day, so when I do write, I have to hit a higher target number. Most days, when I get a block of time to write, I produce 1k to 3k words. This means that August is much more attainable. With the self-imposed stress gone, I won't be letting myself down. It's freed me to write. It's opened up my mind and time to allow me to "fill the well" and expand on what I want to write. I'm in a much more comfortable mental space. However, this makes me worry a bit. What if I get a tight deadline from a publisher? Will I stress to the point of missing the mark or seizing up? Maybe. Probably not. I tend to do much better with external deadlines than internal ones. If someone needs something from me, I'm highly driven to get it to them by the time they need it. This provides me with energy and drive to accomplish something. I'm not sure why my brain treats my own deadlines differently. Perhaps this particular deadline was too ambitious? Not sure. Probably. Here's an example of a tight, external deadline that I managed to nail down. A good friend of mine, Hank, was editing a horror anthology and needed one more story to round out the book. I knew about the anthology, but just couldn't capture an idea that fit the theme the way I wanted it to. Then he called me up about 6:30 in the evening with an idea. Hank asked me if I could take the characters from a previous story and transplant them to a setting that fit the theme of the anthology. It clicked. Hard. Yeah. I could do that. Then I asked him when he needed the story. He was on a tight deadline from his publisher and passed that along to me. He said, "By midnight." Wow. A little over five hours to crank a short story, polish it up a wee bit, and submit it to him. Here's the deal: Hank and I can sit and bullshit for hours on end about lost of nothing if given the opportunity. He opened that door by asking, "How's things going?" I responded, "Good, but I have a story to write. Gotta go." I hung up on him. A little rude, but I'm pretty sure he was laughing on the other end. I managed to crank out the story (4,600 words), print it, watch an episode of Fringe to clear my mind, edit the story on paper, and then transfer the edits back into the computer by deadline. I sent him an email with the story at 11:55PM. Five minutes to spare! He called me the next afternoon and told me that I was in the anthology and that I had the anchor spot in the book. See? I can hit tight deadlines. Just not my own, I guess. Any tips for setting goals (sometimes crazy goals) for yourself and actually pulling it off?

I think I figured out why I'm in such a writing slump. I've not set a deadline for my writing in a long time. Yes, I've had Day Job deadlines, and PPW Contest deadlines, but I've not had any hard dates set for when I want a piece of prose finished. There's something you need to know about me. I'm driven by deadlines. I thrive on them. I kick deadlines in the ass as I cruise past them with a finished product in hand while on my way to the next deadline. So why haven't I set a deadline for getting the map of Mesnick done? I don't know. I think it just slipped my mind that I needed a deadline. Perhaps I was scared to set one knowing that I probably wouldn't be able to meet the deadline without going days on end without sleep. With this in mind, I'm setting three deadlines for myself with regards to the first Egan & Stiles story. Finish the map of the city of Mesnick by September 30th, 2013. Yes, that's only a little over 5 days away. I can do it, though. I already have a vast majority done. I just need to polish up some details. Honestly, they are probably unimportant details, but I want them done for the sake of my sanity. The second deadline is to finish the first novel telling Egan & Stiles's story by March 15th, 2014. That's the Ides of March and my 16th wedding anniversary. I figure it's as good of a date as any, and will allow me the time I need to get the novel written. This is first draft only, which leads me to my third deadline. I will have the first Egan & Stiles novel edited by April 23rd, 2014. Why that date? Well, it's the day before the opening day of the Pikes Peak Writers Conference . I plan on pitching this new novel to agents and editors at the conference, so it kind of needs to be done and edited by then. These are reasonable deadlines and goals. I can hit these deadlines. Heck, I might be able to crush these deadlines unless Real Life gets in the way in a serious way that I can't predict. As it stands, I'm going to press forward and finish the first novel by the date listed above. I'll keep you updated on my progress as things develop.

I'm really sorry for the month-long radio silence you've had to endure. I've been head down in a large project for Pikes Peak Writers. That project has more-or-less come to a close for now. The web site for The Zebulon Writing Contest is now launched, and I can rejuvenate my energy levels with a few days off. I've spent those days reading, plotting, fiddling with my map for my Egan and Stiles stories, and playing with my son. I've been feeling the incurable itch to write something for the past two months, and all I've managed to squeeze out the time for was a short story (a hair over 4,000 words), and that's about it. I've jotted tons of notes and ideas for Egan and Stiles. I have the basic idea of the first of their stories I want to tell, but it needs to percolate more. I think a little more world building... er... city building will spark the ideas I need to fill in that "swampy middle" of the novel. I have the opening scene in my head. I have the closing scene in my head. I know of a few key points for the middle that I want to happen. However, I'm know it's not enough material to make a novel out of. It's just a matter of letting the ideas coalesce into something coherent and continuous. I've been tempted to throw up a copy of the map I've been working on, but since it's a work in progress, I'm a little shy about doing that. I think I'll finish off the map and then send it your way, so you can check it out. Back to the grind of the Day Job. I hope to get some writing/mapping/plotting/planning done this evening!

As you guys can tell, my muse has forced me down a path to where I'm starting a new series. For those of you that know me, you know that I'm a serious world builder. It'll probably be 2-3 months before I actually outline the first story for Egan and Stiles. I have world building to do! This doesn't mean I'm not going to be thinking about the characters, story, plot, arcs, antagonist(s), minor characters, and all that good stuff. I'm making notes on all of that as well, but my main focus right now is the city in which the stories will unfold. I don't anticipate Egan and Stiles to leave the city during the tales I'm telling. They might go under the city, but probably not outside it. We'll see how things unfold.

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J.T.2017-04-16T13:01:30-06:00April 16th, 2017|Aell & Stiles, Conferences, Pikes Peak Writers|

An interesting thing about stress, especially self-imposed stress. I desperately wanted to get a new novel finished by Pikes Peak Writers Conference, so I'd have something fresh to pitch to the various agents/editors in attendance. To pull this off, I'd have to write about 1200 words a day, every day [...]

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A Fear: Writing the Other

J.T.2014-05-09T15:32:23-06:00May 9th, 2014|Aell & Stiles, Writin' 'n' Ramblin'|

I've started work on a new sword & sorcery series. I have a map of the city. I have back story of the city. I have scant character outlines. I know how the two protagonists met. I've worked up key side characters and vital locations. I've outlined the plot of [...]

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Deadline #1 — CRUSHED!

J.T.2013-09-26T17:49:42-06:00September 27th, 2013|Aell & Stiles|

I had set a deadline of Sept. 30th for finishing the map for the Egan & Stiles stories. As of last night, it's done. You can see a small version of my efforts below. Click the image to enlarge. Map of the City of Mesnick You'll probably notice [...]

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Deadlines

J.T.2013-09-25T21:42:04-06:00September 25th, 2013|Aell & Stiles, Writin' 'n' Ramblin'|

I think I figured out why I'm in such a writing slump. I've not set a deadline for my writing in a long time. Yes, I've had Day Job deadlines, and PPW Contest deadlines, but I've not had any hard dates set for when I want a piece of prose [...]

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Radio Silence

J.T.2013-09-20T10:35:42-06:00September 20th, 2013|Aell & Stiles, Writin' 'n' Ramblin'|

I'm really sorry for the month-long radio silence you've had to endure. I've been head down in a large project for Pikes Peak Writers. That project has more-or-less come to a close for now. The web site for The Zebulon Writing Contest is now launched, and I can rejuvenate my [...]

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Writin’ & Ramblin’

J.T.2013-07-18T12:51:31-06:00July 18th, 2013|Aell & Stiles, Writin' 'n' Ramblin'|

As you guys can tell, my muse has forced me down a path to where I'm starting a new series. For those of you that know me, you know that I'm a serious world builder. It'll probably be 2-3 months before I actually outline the first story for Egan and [...]

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Self-Imposed Stress

Self-Imposed Stress

May 2014

A Fear: Writing the Other

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Deadline #1 — CRUSHED!

Deadlines

Radio Silence

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