On Tuesday, when I got home from the Day Job, my son approached me within seconds of my backpack hitting the floor.
He asked, “Daddy? Can we play football?”
I told him that I wanted a few minutes to veg out and just chill before doing anything. I’m often tired from the long day at work and the almost hour commute to get home from work.
He understood that I was tired, and wandered off to play with some toys.
By the time I had changed clothes, sufficiently relaxed, ate some dinner, and just puttered around the house, it was dark outside. Too late to play football.
I apologized to my son for missing out on the football. He understood.
What I didn’t understand is that he wanted to spend some quality time with me. It wasn’t about the playing. It wasn’t about the football. It was about me. He wanted time with me.
I didn’t get it.
Then I saw this comic on Real Life this morning, and I got it.
Damn. I screwed up.
The cat’s in the cradle. It won’t stay there for long.
If I want my son to grow up to be a good man, I have to show him how to do it. I can’t just instruct or tell or educate. There has to be a demonstration of a quality life with the loved ones around you.
I have no plans for tonight after work, so I’m going to spend some quality time with my son tonight. It’s not about the playing. It’s not about the football. It’s about my son. It’s about the man he’ll grow up to be someday. Someday soon. These years with him are flying by. I’ve got to learn to treasure them more.